oops! I left my notes at home so you get THIS instead!

I have to eat gluten-free. Before learning I had a problem with gluten, I had been eating pretty healthy my whole life. But what I did not know was that the food my parents grew up eating is no longer the food we eat. The food we eat has been bred to maximize production, withstand pests, and sometimes it has been genetically modified to accomplish these goals. 

This idea that we are messing with the genetics of the plants and animals in our world when we are still trying to understand how genetics works is a big worry. For example we recently learned that what was called "junk" in the cells is actually important information that can turn our genes on or off. 
http://www.nytimes.com/2012/09/06/science/far-from-junk-dna-dark-matter-proves-crucial-to-health.html?hp&_r=0

Now we learn that we are ecosystems for more genetic information than our own cells could ever dictate. The alien life in our bodies use us as their ecosystem and we need "them" in order to work properly.

 

Scientists Try to Measure Mystic Experience

In this 15 minute video, you will hear about what happened with the scientists who went to study people experiencing mystical events that other people could not see or hear.

 Scientists are always looking to prove or disprove measurable events. Brains can be assessed while responding to stimuli. In this way, scientists can measure which parts of the brain are stimulated during specific types of activities.

Imagine the brain in the act of schizophrenic visual or auditory hallucination. There is a heightened degree of visual or auditory stimulus in specific areas of the brain that are related to vision and hearing. Those areas of the brain (receiving visual and/or auditory stimulus) light up with activity far beyond that of normal activity. The heightened brain activity in these areas are directly correlated with the person who is responding to their schizophrenia. The person's own brain's creation of sights and sounds do not exist beyond the brain. The belief is that an imbalance in the brain stimulates extreme auditory or visual stimuli causing people suffering from schizophrenia to become confused, and frightened, by what they are experiencing. They believe that their experiences are "really happening" when in fact they do not exist in anyone's reality except the one suffering from the stimuli.

Mystical experiences were believed to be measurable in the same way as schizophrenia. The video above explains the story of a group of scientists who went to measure the brains of people experiencing mystical events. From what they learned, it appears that scientists still have not been able to capture heightened or unusual levels of brain activity in the visual or auditory parts of the brain with people experiencing mystical events. Instead, the people who were having visions and communications with The Virgin Mary appeared to have perfectly normal brain patterns. How this affected the scientists is very interesting!

Kabbalah (or Qabala) & Science: Yes, "What the Bleep"

I begin with a small rant about Numerology:
Right now I have had my fill of numerology. Just viewing a few conspiracy theory Youtubes using numerology to prove so many events... (I think you can prove anything you want with numerology... )
The only Youtube I was impressed with (so far) regarding the Kabbalah and numerology was one for a music teacher at Emory University.

Kabbalah & Science:
In therapy, the therapist needs to meet the client at the place where that client "is". The client's perception is the key to the client's personal growth and insight. This is how I am (as a client of "life" if "life" is my therapist)  For example, The Tree of Life appears to be similar to the Chakras used in Eastern meditation. That makes sense to me because I have some exposure to that concept.
Kabbalah approaches the science of "being". The teachings of Kabbalah, ancient knowledge about "being", connect to science, especially the eye-opening field of Quantum Physics which has showed us that "reality" as we know it is very subjective. (The perspective of the person viewing/experiencing the reality affects the reality.) It has turned modern, observable science on it's head... how do we now, for example, understand double-blind experiments when something benign can turn powerful or something powerful looses it's power? Traditional modern science still creates a framework of expected outcomes, but it is not all measurable and results can change. How much of the change is affected by each one of us and are we all living in parallel universes that seem the same most of the time and yet they are distinctively different because of the power of our own perception?

Jewish Mysticism: Kabbalah & The Tree of Life

Quirky Mystical Experience O.T. Style: One of the most curious parts of the Old Testament for me has been Ezekiel 1:1-28. To make a long story short, Ezekiel has a mystical experience with alien beings of God. Creatures with multiple heads (human, eagle, lion, ox) that moved rapidly about in flashes of light. These living creatures had wheels that moved about on the land and air carrying the multi-headed creatures of God. (For more detail to understand the fear and Majesty of Jewish mysticism read it.) 
The God-Connection: There exists ancient secret teachings written in Hebrew that are not in the Torah (Old Testament) but are part of the Kabbalah. These texts are the Talmud, Midrash Rabba, Sefer Yetzira, the Bahir, (and many other Rabbinic texts). A significant change happened in the study of the Kabbalah in the Middle Ages. There appeared newer text in Old Aramaic called the Zohar. The Zohar defined the Talmud, Midrash Rabba, Sefer Yetzira, the Bahir, and other Rabbinic texts. The Zohar text is extensive with additional information and teachings. In one lifetime of study one could never learn all it has to offer on how to be close to God, please God, and control God. (Yes, I did say "control God".) The Zohar has pretty much become the heart of Kabbalah. 
Controversy:There are a lot of details a student of Kabbalah can follow that seem like superstitious activities to my science-ordered brain: Like wearing a red string around your wrist to ward off evil. The secrets are generally complex and many celebrities in California have picked up the study of the Kabbalah while many Jews argue that in the wrong hands it is misunderstood ideas of bits of ritual for personal gain and even dangerous knowledge. They argue that it was kept a secret knowledge to protect minds who could not manage the information. The Zohar is being translated into English by a student of Kabbalah. It is believed that lacking the original Old Aramaic, it will loose some of the meaning. 

The Tree of Life: The most important part of this knowledge, in my crash course in the kabbalah, is The Tree of Knowledge which is also known as the Anatomy of God. Here is a Youtube featuring the Tree of Life.

This next Youtube is the first of about 5 (or 6) ten minute videos on the history of the Secrets of Kabbalah: (It is a History Channel production. I watched all episodes and recommend it.)

Are Mysticism and Islam like Oil and Water?

Early Islam was born in mysticism. Historically famous Islamic Mysitics included Halaj, Rumi, Shathali, Al-Bistami, and Al-Ghazali.  Great mystic minds meshed their own desire of growing close to Allah (God) into a version of Islam that matched their increased perception of what the mystical experience created in their minds. (Remember how in my own experience I felt an overwhelming love that was not earthly available, ever. I knew it as I experienced it.) These men each discovered their own versions of what I like to call the God-Truth. I admire that they remained true to what they perceived was happening while, in detail, they were actually veering away from the Islam religion through their mystic experiences. Coming back to "rational thought", they struggled with balancing the mystical experience with the strictures of their faith. (The laws, rules and regulations that tell the in-group who is "in", and who is "out".) 
Al-Halaj:858-922 AD  
He was an unusual Sufi because he shared openly what he experienced in his mystical interactions. Most Sufi's would keep these experiences to themselves but Al-Halaj was one who connected mystically with God and felt that all that was left of him was God, he had been absorbed. He was a poet and fearlessly expressed his God-truth... and was executed for his heresy. "I am the truth", There is nothing wrapped in this turban but God." 

Rumi 1207-1273 AD
He was a literary Sufi Persian poet who believed that humans evolved from animals to attain a higher spiritual plane in seeking God. He wrote about love. Rumi's devoted followers began calling themselves Mewlewi Sufi. That order was founded on 1273 following his death.

  Shathali was a Sufi mystic and has a following among the Sufi.

Al-Bistami: 804-87(4)? CE
Bastami was one of the first Open Sufis who spoke of "annihilation of the self in God". (fana fi "Allah") and "subsistence through God". The "annihilation of the self" means the release of the ego to be united with God.

Al-Ghazali:1058-1111 AD

Educated in predominantly Sunnite Islamic teaching, and an interest in Sufi mysticism which was popular in that time,  Al-Ghazali suffered a religious disconnect between the world of reason, worldly cares, and the sensory world of his inner spiritual development. The depth, eloquence and array of his written work, continue to educate Islamic thought today. His writings weakened Greek Teachings and emphasized Islamic teachings, established philosophy as dismissible if it contradicted or challenged Islamic teachings, and put the science of Islam before rational scientific understanding. He also challenged the invincibility of the Imam, or spiritual teacher. He felt that a man should be able to study for himself and find the knowledge that will lead to divine thought and closeness to Allah. Women were considered very weak and of dubious morality and limited intellect. He did believe that women deserved to seek some religious education by asking their father or husband for that opportunity. His writings have been the predominant Islamic view until the recent extremist views evolved in the last 30 years. His focus was: renunciation of this world, seclusion and cultivation of the innermost self. And so he continued until his death in 1111 AD. After the life of  Al-Ghazali, Islam has not had much evolution of thought or further development. 

The Sufi-style Islam that carries the rich history of mysticism is not evident with the militant version of Islam that has increased in popularity with some groups within the past 30 years. There is so much to learn from study of these colorful individuals who affected their rich mystic heritage! Islam does have mystic experience in it's history, but other than with the Sufis, I am not sure it is practiced much. 

Unrelated to the general topic - 

I just have to add: As a woman, I find it a little off putting. I suppose I am too focused on being a person rather than a woman. I just don't see that I am so different from a man. The emphasis in religions over who is what sex seems like the value system used in "high school" to me. My take on it: Let's be responsible adults and monitor our own behaviors and keep our noses out of other people's business. 

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Mystical Experience: What IS it?

If you have 15 minutes, this Youtube with Dr. Andrew Newberg, a participant in the locally (Portland, OR) made documentary movie,  "What the Bleep We Know", speaks to the reaction people have to their own mystical experiences.

(After 4:30 minutes, someone directing the video shot spends 30 seconds mumbling in the background but then the interview gets back on track. FYI ~ If you read my last post, what is said in this video validates my own mystical experience.)

Be Open to Stumbling into Mysticism!

My Own Mystic Experience -

 Personally, I am not called to proselytize, but I have had a personal experience that I would call "mystical". First I want to say that I did not take any drugs or drink alcohol, just so you know my mind was perhaps tired, but not under the influence of anything. I was praying saying to God that whatever the "God of Good" was, I was on that side, if there were sides to take. (I was thinking of acting for God in some capacity, not knowing what that might be.) 

A flash of light appeared before me as I turned to go to bed. The room was dark. The light was about four feet long and vertical, shaped like a sword, made of pure white glowing light. It hovered as it brightened the dark bedroom and then faded after about a minute. I just stood and stared, kind of shocked, not knowing what to do. Then the room was dark again, and I waited a while just standing there. Sure that it was not a trick played by my eyes,  laying in bed afterward, I wondered what it meant. As I was falling asleep, I felt awash with such great love throughout my whole being. It was like nothing I had ever felt before and I believe I will never feel again (unless I have another prayer-response event like that, or maybe after I pass on). My thought was that it was so amazingly wonderful that it was too much to bare! But in the best way possible... it was full-force, honest, pure, accepting loving loving loving without question... absorbing... unearthly in it's completeness... 

Was this a "mystical experience"? I would say "yes"! Did this experience change my life?  Absolutely. I was in that "in between place" where the mystical experience of the metaphysical world can connect to the physical world. 

Looking back, I remember feeling open to an answer from God and receptive to it. However, I was not expecting something so dramatic. I was thinking that God would give me wisdom when I was challenged in the future or something like that. Instead, what I experienced  was something that moved me in a significant manner.  (Perhaps some people might debate that I "made it up in my head". I will not argue with them. For me it was real, and it happened to me, whether I made it up in my brain or a "mystic" event happened.) 

The importance of my own personal mystical experience is that it moved me inside. It changed me somehow. It had a lasting effect on me. It did happen, and even though it was a surreal, inspiring experience, I am not seeking to recreate it, even though I am grateful to have experienced it. It completed me somehow.

"Heaven" is that feeling... of knowing you are loved in some miraculous way, with a love powerful and mighty beyond the imagination of any living human being. It is true for each and every one of us... every moment of every day! This is what I know now, not so much by faith, but by personal experience. A pretty cool gift this mysticism! See? You can just stumble into it without even trying! Requirement? Be open to the possibility!

Reincarnation: Listen to the Children, they can remember

I find it interesting that even though , to be counted as a Christian, (belief in Christ Jesus, his perfect sacrifice for the sins of the world), one also has to ignore reincarnation. How does reincarnation interfere with the love of Jesus? It does redefine Heaven perhaps... but does it really change how we relate as Christians to the world? Here is an example from Youtube where increasing proof after proof shows reincarnation to be a reality.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VZTtU7akrfQ&feature=related
This is one of many examples of easy to locate information on reincarnation. It does not hurt to believe the reality that children express. There are many examples of children walking into the house of "strangers" and identifying family members from their past life in intimate detail. How these encounters affect them and their current families and past families is an intertesting mesh and often honors the healing and personal growth of all involved.

Piecing together dinosaur bones... Jesus Mysteries

The Bible was written by minds reported to to have been divinely guided by God. The records they used were ancient and pieced together evidences, scrolls saved in clay jars in caves, from a much earlier time. The original documents had been copied and recopied over time and the stories were pieced, and sometimes argued over, and reconfigured.

The goal of the authors was to preserve this important knowledge about the love of God. They probably worried about ideas of faith changing, and so they worked to reinforce the laws, rules, and continuity of all these scriptures pieced together.

Pieces that did not contain information that supported their streamlined version of the story they wanted to preserve were dropped and some are still obscurely available if you want to search for them. Even today there are scholars holding on to fragments of scrolls not yet pieced together. Some are very protective of their scraps and, for various reasons, are not willing to work with other scholars to resolve the meanings that might be contained in these puzzle pieces.

For example, there is a whole section of these excluded ancient scroll pieces that speaks of "children of the light" and "children of the dark". There are pieces where it is presumed Jesus was speaking about practical matters around health issues that are not included in the Bible. Likely there are countless lost and hidden details we still do not fully grasp. Now there is a revealed section of scroll where Jesus talks about his wife and how she would also be one of the Disciples. When discussing this with one of my daughters, she said it was like looking for dinosaur bones and trying to make sense of the few pieces available!

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2012/09/18/the-gospel-of-jesus-wife-_n_1891325.html?utm_hp_ref=mostpopular

The article stated that the parchment appears to be genuine, however, not penned in the life-time of Jesus. Like the Dead Sea Scrolls, these bits of information can have come back to us from a mysterious past. What makes the Bible "hold water" with most Christians is their faith that the Bible holds the truth. The Bible does not state that Jesus was never married, though, and Christians will say that if it goes against the teachings in the Bible, they will not accept it. So how this possibility might alter the views of various Christians will prove interesting. This revelation bring more questions than answers, just like the recent discovery of flying dinosaurs found in Asia... with not 2 wings... but 4! Digging for the truth of scripture and prehistoric life seems to just grow a greater and more surprising curious mystery.

Forms of Mysticism - it comes in different flavors!

Mysticism in different religions 

Mysticism is experiences that bring non-intellectual sensory/feeling insight and closeness to God. In almost every religion, it is handled differently. Each religion has it's own rules of creation, order, and values to live by. 

Christians - 

Catholics, with many saints to pray to, have the advantage of holy connections to everyday people who became extraordinary, "the saints". Saints are people, easily thought of as human, especially to Mary, mother of God. Mary is the ideal Mother making her more approachable. Statues represent the saints in dramatic and telling manner. This gives a three dimensional connection to the saints and helps people feel closer to God through the veneration of saints and their lives.  

Orthodox Christians have used religious icons, paintings of saints, to venerate. These objects are generally smaller. They are kissed, carried in processions, and are very beautiful just to look at in a spiritual way. The faces and especially the noses on the faces are long. The placement of the saint in the painted picture, usually done well, in a Byzantine style, with a great deal of gold leaf,  shows respect for the saint's life and encourages the viewer to seek this "in between place" of the icon, like a mirror into the spiritual world, as a way to feel closer to God and all the saints. 

http://www.google.com/search?q=Christian+orthodox+icons&hl=en&client=safari&rls=en&prmd=imvns&tbm=isch&tbo=u&source=univ&sa=X&ei=TG9ZUPzhPOPOiwKon4GQBQ&ved=0CD8QsAQ&biw=1420&bih=725

Both Catholics and Orthodox Christians use choirs, candles, and incense to create a feeling of being between heaven and earth during worship. Churches who veer away from the mystic qualities are usually the Protestant churches. Martin Luther did not care much for mysticism, but focused on "grace". His goal was to be saved (and help others be saved) by Jesus who died sinless on a cross in place of all of humanity. Before Martin Luther came to that "saved by grace" understanding, he lead an inwardly tortured life where he eventually saw the (Catholic) church as getting in the way of connecting to God. He did like mysticism of communion as a covenant symbolic of human acceptance of the Christ sacrifice. 

These days, most, but not all, Christian churches offer communion which is some variation of"blood" or "blood and body" of Christ, symbolic of taking in and accepting, in a very personal way, the perfect sacrifice Jesus made on the cross for the sins of the world. Without understanding the mysticism and profoundly meaningful symbolic connection of that act, it can sound barbaric to an outsider who visits the church for the first time and wonders about what the communion is all about.  

Plants increase sensory awareness during ritual 

In some religions, drugs from plants are used to increase sensory awareness and a relaxed, open feeling, or as a hallucinogenic ( e.g. Rastafari use marijuana, the Huichol use peyote). This helps people become connected to group activities, it is a different kind of window into the mind and the feelings of spiritual connection to God. Using plants creates a veneration for the plant as well. There is a sense of the plant's spirit because the use of the plant is for spiritual enlightenment. 

Buddhists say it is already in you, just keep practicing meditation

Buddhists believe in seeking "Enlightenment" but their version of seeking the mysticism is about just "being". They believe you are already "there" in the center of your "self". You just have to be present and it will come forth as you learn to "be". The Dalai Lama of Tibet and Tibetan Buddhist monks spend many hours in meditation which causing unique brain activity different from the average person. The monks have healthy minds and not the degree of dementia seen elsewhere. Their brain wave patterns have been studied by scientists.  They come close to God through being "one" in meditation and letting all the thoughts and worries of the day slide away until their minds are empty and they are just taking in the moment. This is done primarily by focusing on the breath. It helps guide you into the present moment. 

http://science.nationalgeographic.com/science/health-and-human-body/human-body/mind-brain/

Secret rites and rituals to bond the group and create deeper mysticism

Fraternities such at the Masons have a lot of ritual to create mysteries. Many of the rituals date back to early Christian times, the Pharaohs of Egypt and before, these rituals symbolize events and ideas about God and the world. Perhaps participating in rituals such as these make bonding to the group a mystical bond between group members and God. Like a living covenant.  I have heard that some churches hold to this kind of experience too, such as LDS. This is done only in front of fellow followers and believers. That makes the rituals "secret" and more mystical to the group and adds a sense of elevated special quality to the experience.

Atheists
To an atheist, looking at the moon and stars at night or watching the ocean or viewing mountains causes mystical experiences. The sense of feeling small in the grandeur of the experience and the awe from that equals a personal readjustment in the mind. 

http://www.ted.com/talks/lang/en/alain_de_botton_atheism_2_0.html

Mysticism

Asia - OK here's a question for you: What do you know about and think of the concept of mysticism?

Sonja - This is what I know - "Mysticism" is all the things about spiritualism that are not Intellectual.  (I am editing this post because the question is so broad, it requires sub-topics... I'll touch on a few in my answer in a number of posts).

An example of the Beginings of Desire to really Know God

 In Sunday School one learns to recite Bible verses and the concepts behind those Bible verses become more profound as one grows older. As we get older, the different levels of understanding and interpretations give us  the "A-ha!" moments that curious minds crave. Learning about God gives depth and meaning to our understanding of God, our lives, and how we are influenced by God and all other stimulus in our lives.  There is a satisfaction at "feeling enlightened" and also there is a hunger for more. 

Frustration can set in ~ Desires for greater involvement with God are only limited by the imagination... and the rules that are attached to one's faith-choice."God" in any faith seems very complex and elusive. There is no physical manifestation you can touch and talk with like a fellow human (or an idolatry object which modern belief systems cringe at). Even though most people will agree that if you boil the concept of God down into one meaning it would be "Love" or the Greek word for this type of love "Agape".

 Mysticism is anything having to do with the feelings people are seeking to get closer to God somehow. We learn that "God is Love" and we also know what it is to "fall in love", but God's bond with us is not exactly the same thing as us bonding with a human. Yet we yearn for "feelings" to inspire us, such as God touching us in some special way. God's love is so complete, so perfect, we want to not just know it, we want to feel it.

Many people use the text from the Bible to connect with God. We know that God is somehow "with us" so humans desire some form of intimacy with God. Holding the Holy Text is a connection to God. The words are puzzle pieces to put together, chapters and books of data with promises of greater connection and understanding.  

To increase a connected feeling, those learned bits of scripture are often accompanied with prayer asking for further insight, life guidance, and sometimes with hopeful sought support from a Pastor, Priest, or other learned figure. But sometimes that is not enough... mysticism builds a bridge to a meeting place between heaven and earth where people can "be" a 
little closer to God. 

We are in earthly bodies with our five senses where we connect to the world, and to God. We see images of God and Holy People in various churches. We hear song, prayer, and sometimes God's voice in our heads. We feel candles in our hands, sacrament in our palms, and taste the blood of Christ. We smell incense, ladies perfumes and men's shoe polish. These senses connect us to the full experience that includes mysticism. This is why there is a desire for it. The limitations of our brains and bodies are a frustration when we want to fill our life with a "God" experience. Humans invented Mysticism to bridge the void. 

Mother Clair Watts explains Mysticism (in two minutes): 

     

Asia pushes my buttons and I speak! (Details at eleven)

The birth of a Blog: The odds and ends of my brain need to be put to use for some great good... hopefully, but I was not thinking of writing a book or even an article on anything... these days I do things more than sit and ponder them. Fortunately for me, I have friends who remind me of all the things I have pondered at some time. Asia is a good friend who makes me feel like my brain must be very useful indeed, and here is the conversation which led to the birth of this blog, "Smartass Sage, Sonja Speaks!"

(I felt the need to explain the blog this way so you could better decide if it is a reading choice for you.) 

September 6th, 2012

Asia - Sonja, you have a gift for explaining and teaching so I'm curious if you'd be able to explain to me why a bunch of stars and our date of birth tie together into prophesies about our individual futures? I mean it's a cool concept, but I don't get it's origins or genesis, why it all works, and what makes people believe in these things...posted t

Sonja - Here is how I see it in a nut shell... and there are bigger shells of communication that can be dug into at a later date... 

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  Put quite simply, human brains are built with the capacity to expect unexplainable events to be explained. They try to solve the mystery. 
  
  When science was established, scientific method did this in a more streamlined manner. Before modern science, there were rules that were accepted in various disciplines. So astrology is a pre-modern science to explain things according to something that seemed very regular, the patterns and behaviors of the starry sky throughout the year.

  
  
• Asia -  Thank you, I really like that - I'm glad I asked you - your tiny nutshell is so different than what google generally offers on the subject. Ever thought of writing a book?

  
  
• Sonja - No, but I'll keep you around to build up me ego and make me glad I have be helpful... <hugs!>

  
  
• Sonja - Maybe you could outline with questions and I could provide some answers and it could be a "book" of sorts.

  
  
• Sonja - I was thinking you and I could share a blog... we could work it together, you are pretty brilliant too, you know, right? :)

  
  
• Asia - That'd be wicked!!! Yea, let's do it! I could def. come up with questions.

  
  
• Sonja - My answers don't look too good without your super-duper questions - LOL!

  
  
•  Asia -  Sonja the Smartass Sage, I love it hahahahaha.

  
  
•  Sonja -  Yeah, I might have to have a bibliography or something if I act too serious! :P  We could do interviews too...
• Asia - Yea! Alright this first question might sound lame, but I'm genuinely curious how accurate you generally find astrology to be?
• Sonja - Astrology? I think it is all in how you look at it. As applied to myself, it seems very accurate sometimes, but at other times very weird, like it is not me at all. 
  
  I figure it is an inaccurate "science" of how stars and the energy of that "time" and "place" of ones birth affect "personality". Ultimately, definition of "likes" and "dislikes", "strengths" and "weaknesses", etc. are such variables anyway, I start to imagine that maybe I really DO like to take risks, even though in my heart of hearts, I'm a little nervous about it.... so I throw it back and forth in my head until I find an example of a "risk" I took. "A-ha!" - perhaps I am a "risk taker" in certain situations!
  
   For example, I am not afraid of making a fool of myself up on a stage speaking to a crowd... It's not like gambling in Vegas.... that scares the living daylights out of me... but it is a little risky by other people's standards! 
  
  The tricky part of doing a full horoscope with all the houses and details fills out the picture with so many little nuances and those details add further depth. After a while, it appears pretty accurate and can be helpful if you want it to be so. 
  
  My Dad said that his horoscope matched who he was when he was young but as he aged he changed who he was. In other words, the horoscope is a snap shot of a blueprint that arrived at your birth with a story of plausible "you" in the moment delivered by an ancient inexact science that I believe originated in India if I am not mistaken. 
  
  It is not "you" by any stretch of the imagination. The information might help you get ideas about what you REALLY like, dislike, are talented at and so on. The information gives you something to bounce off of, mull over, and react to.... in the end, you have complete control over your life. You are your life's author each time you grapple with a choice before you.

  
  
• Asia - o0o0o0o I love this!!! We.Must.Blog. I feel it would be such a waste of a great mind to leave it hidden on fb, where it will increasingly ebb into the older entries for only the most stalkerish sorts of your friends list to stumble upon. lol
• Sonja - So to make this as easy as possible, what do we do next? I'm not a young savvy Internet expert...

  
  Asia - choose a blogging platform that you like - maybe blogspot or livejournal - those tend to be the most widely used, I believe. Basically you sign up for the site of your choice
• Sonja - which would you prefer...
• Asia - Yup - well since you're the real writer here and I'm just the student it makes more sense for you to choose a platform of your preference, design choice etc. You might want to sign up for more than one so that you can choose the one you like best and feel most comfortable working on. I'll be back in a bit - have to run out and do a couple things, won't be long tho
• Sonja - I am looking into Wordpress right now....
• Sonja - Blogger "Sonja, Smartypants Sage, Speaks!"
• Sonja -  Maybe Smartass is better... ? I can't decide... :P I don't swear so Smartass somehow sounds not like me... but if I am going to be irreverent, and someone sees that, it might fit better LOL!!!
• Sonja - Well, I started to add you to a blogger thing... it is going to take some time for me to figure it out... I'll keep you posted. Good night!
• Asia - Eek, sorry ended up doing stuff with my dad and he added a few more things to the list, then I had to get to bed at some hour this morning. Smartass is not a swear word! It doesn't even have four letters :P It's just has a negative connotation because it's typically reserved by authority to cut down those who challenge that authority - and that's exactly what you're doing with these fantastic insights! I will google this after I come home from work :) xo so exciting!
• Sonja - So I was a smartass to think "smartass" was a swear word, Ha-ha!!!!
• Marilyn - You two are cracking me up. Sonja the Smartass Sage has a great ring to it. ;-)
• Asia - Lyn makes a great point - cracking people up while being a smartass makes for a great learning environment - everyone loves a wisecrack :P OK OK, first blogging question: What's up with numerology? Is it tied to astrology? How is it relevant, if at all, and do you believe in it?
• Sonja - Okay, Marilyn, I'll take a walk on the wild side and be a Smartass Sage.... I am also doing things out of order because I have been stumbling around on blogger trying to start a blog and add you in, Asia, So I guess I'll have to cut and paste once I figure Blogger out.... which could take a while... 
  
  Just like with Astrology, (and Chinese Astrology which is very different from the "western": astrology), numerology is used to explain the unexplainable using it's own rules or it's own science. 
  
  The Greek teacher, Pythagoras, who is well known in math class for the Pythagorean theorem, liked to teach Math, [to both men and women, which was kind of shocking since the "magic of Mathamatics" was considered a dangerous thing to teach women... since it contained "magic"... you know, those math tricks that helped you learn the times tables and "magic boxes" which you could do for extra credit if you forgot your homework, etc.] and he taught numerology. 
  
  There are several types of numerology but Pythagoras developed a modern-time version (in 590 BC or there abouts) which is the one that is still popular in many numerology circles today. But his system is modern. I believe that almost every idea we have regarding numerology started in India. Almost everything we "do" or "play at" [Card games of all kinds, including the game with what we call tarot cards, chess, checkers, but not Monopoly... as far as I know) seems to begin in India. 
  
  Even the time Jesus was not having his life written about in the Bible... there is an idea that he traveled to India and I would not put it past him. Jesus was super amazing, and still is, I believe. 
  
  Anyway, getting back to numerology. I love numerology. My favorite use for it is when lighting birthday candles. It gets harder every time you get older to find enough candles for the ceremonial cake! And it is embarrassing too! So if I was to turn 59 years old... should I live to that ripe old age, I would need that many candles. But if we did it "numerology style", we would add 5 + 9 = 14 and then add 1 + 4 = 5..... I am 5 years old, not 59!!!! Awesome! ...I know, I know, it looks suspiciously like subtracting, but it is about going in a numerical circle. Each number is kind of like it's own personality, not an actual "value" numerically speaking. 
  
  All I know about how astrologers use numerology is that each planet is assigned a number and each zodiac sign is assigned a number and each house of the zodiac reflects that number so the numbers have their own personalities... it just adds more layers of possibilities. "Texture"... maybe. 
  
  You can study what each number is about. The number 2 is supposed to be peaceful. Even though we hear a lot about war, this is historically one of the most peaceful eras we have lived in... hard to believe but I read it on the Internet so it must be... LOL! .... or not true...but Steven Pinker, linguist, has a short interesting lecture on the topic.http://www.ted.com/talks/steven_pinker_on_the_myth_of_violence.html
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• Sonja - What do I believe about numerology? I am not a number lover like my oldest daughter. I want to interview her about math someday. She reads a lot about the history of math. People who look for definitive answers like math. Perhaps I was more interested in numerology when I was younger. At that time I did not have the desire to explore it. The concepts seemed too vague from my perspective. Reading about it in a book is kind of dry... especially because it is about numbers, not people or animals or something alive with a birth, coming of age, and the struggles for insight and peace... numbers just don't go there for me... not yet at least! :-/ Perhaps reading about Pythagoras, or other even MORE modern mathematicians would give math and numerology  more life for my blatantly biased mind!